OK, so I’m not sleeping 12 hours a day now but this isn’t much better. For over a week, I’ve been sleeping 15 or more hours one day and then staying up for 24 hours, then repeat. I would love to change this because it is as frustrating as the 12 hours per day. Saturday was one of those days that I was up for 24 hours and actually got some things done. I went for groceries in the morning and in the evening my hubby and I went to a concert and then an outdoor movie showing. It was a good day but then Sunday I slept and slept and slept; missed church and time that I could have spent with my hubby.
Now here I am again up all night and not tired; looking at being up till sometime tonight and then sleeping way to long on Tuesday. I can’t figure out how to change this; since I’m not working, I don’t have to be up for a job so I guess part of me figures if I’m tired I might as well sleep.
I don’t like feeling this way; I long for the days when 6-8 hours of sleep was all I needed and I had energy to work a full day, even cleaning the house. I feel useless, lazy, and worthless. From my research on hypothyroidism, these are not uncommon emotions to experience. I don’t feel this way all the time but certainly more often then I should.
Fortunately, I have a savior who wants me to pray to Him for help and I do that. I also have friends and family who pray for me. I truly do not know how people without the Lord handle things like this. I am so thankful for a loving God!
Til next time!